Allow me to clarify
April 21, 2010
Allow me to clarify. I know sometimes my blogs can be alittle on the depressing side. I would hope they would most oft end in hope, but in being honest there are times when I feel hopless. This afternoons blog though, I hope was not misunderstood. While I am continuously at war with myself, I made it sounds like things were far more terrible than they are and I’m blessed to say that is very far from the truth. I’m fighting a war inside myself which tends to make me less of what I could be for others, but things are okay. With my family, and with the girl I care about. At least I pray they are. My God is a God of hope, and though (being honest) there are times when I feel helpless, my heart is deceitfully wicked and God is always near.
To tell you the truth God is doing so much in my heart, and my life right now. He’s growing me now, probably more than ever. And leading me by His righteous right hand! There are times when it’s painful. But the pain is more than worth the work that He is faithful to complete. Pray for me! I’m excited to see God continue to work. Ps 23
“Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” -Hebrews 12:1-2
